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Margaritas,
I can still taste the salt.
Moments like that~
Not to be shared with you again.
So many things will never be understood.
The time in silence,
Did I not listen?
Looking in your soft eyes,
Did I miss something?
The gentleness in your voice,
What did it hide?
The answer to why,
Will never be mine.
I am aware of the silence you left,
Don’t say a word...

Psalm of Life

The world is my playground,
I will always want.
I wonder around in confusion,
I walk beside chaos.

My soul is empty
I am guided on wicked paths.

I will walk through the valley
followed by the shadow of death.
I embrace evil,
For it is my friend.
I carry a knife and gun;
They protect me.

My rivals walk with me,
This is my chosen life,
Good things come to me,
I work hard to be this fortunate.

Goodness and love are in fairy tales,
I will live my life here on earth
Until my time is served,
And in the end I will meet my Maker.

Reality

Innocence,
Is a child's dream.
Condemnation,
Is the sin of adults.

In youth the sun rises every day.

Grown-ups know the sun will set.

Time matures the untainted,
creates suspicion,
proves there is pain,
shows people lie,
things that are loved cease to exist,
life can have no meaning.

So much for being naive!

Nothing is above doubt~
In the end...

We are ALL Guilty.

Work

Blood is red,
Your lips are blue.
Dial 911,
and I will save you!

You made it! Reason I Relay 2010

It has now been a year,
And we learned life how dear.
The words the doctors has to say
Really could have ruined you life that day.
You stood and fought the fight
It is your life and right.
So far your battle, you have won.
I am proud of you, I know it was no fun.
I thank you for being there, all my life,
My Grandfather and His Wife.

EYES

I take a moment to look in
confirm what I already know
Lifeless
The eyes of some ones child
Pale blue
As I work I wonder about this lifeless body
Young
But old enough to have seen
Life
Those eyes once looked upon her own child
Never again
Once there dwelled a soul beyond them
Destiny
Now the end has come
Fate
I look into his eyes
Sorrow
The eyes of some one who cherished her
Deep brown
A soul still thriving
But why?
Eyes of a stranger
Gazing
The voices with news
Utter
It is the end
We have done it all
Tears

Baby

Let me act for you on a stage
One of every day life
Normal
Mundane
Let me draw for you a picture
A happy family
Mom
Dad
Let me sculpt for you
Faces of children
Boy
Girl
Let me paint for you a scene
The crib
Blanket
Baby
Let me etch for you
Death
Breathless
Cold

Day Before

Some days time will not pass,
I wish today it would go fast.
It is not what happened today,
But what is the past that makes me pray.
My heart is crying
And my soul slowly dying.
Words of wisdom say the truth will set you free,
It is that honesty that has me hiding in a tree.

Medic's Night Prayer

Now I lay me down to sleep,
I thank the L-rd my shift complete
This call simple one would think ,
Another life changed in just a blink.
As I carry her lifeless body I do cry,
My G-d why do children have to die?
Another life over so it seems,
But this one will live in my dreams.
In my heart I know I gave it my best,
Now its time for me to rest.

Done!

I did not think I could, but I did it today-

In these words my story I will say.

I thought it could never happen to me,

This was the life I chose and how it would be.

It is sad, it took this time to realize the wrong

I look around and know I waited to long.

The words and actions took it to far,

Now on my heart and soul upon are the scar.

Bruises and blood all soon forgot,

My friends though miss me a lot.

It is the words that are stuck in my mind,

Why is it love is so blind?

I ask for protection from a man I hate,

I look out the door as he stands at the gate.

The words of hate and shame echo in my ear,

As he is sitting over there with a tear in his beer.

He places the blame where ever he wishes…

And now wonders why I am skittish.

It is said love is blind,

But it is official the papers were signed.

The hurt has moved out of the home

The pain inside just continues to roam.

Ashamed to say what this relationship has done,

In the beginning we were friends having fun.

Some will never know what they hold,

Their ego and attitude way to bold.

If only he could move on and leave me to be,

I am a strong woman , we all could see.

Today is the day it has come to an end,

The man that I loved is no longer my friend.

Medic's Christmas

(sung to the tune of jingle bells)

AED, OPA, Jelco in the vein
Oh what fun it is to code grandma again!
Epis in, Atropine push them all again!
Oh what fun it is to code grandma again ……

Rushing thought the city in my big white ambulance over the bumps we go laughing all the way ! Haaaahaa, Shots in projects ring, killing people there oh what fun it is to ride on my ambulance tonight !

AED, OPA, Jelco in the vein
Oh what fun it is to code grandma again!
Epis in Atropine push them all again!
Oh what fun it is to code grandma again ……

Saints Prayer~

Our fans, which art in New Orleans, hallowed be thy team; thy Superbowl to come; Will it be done, In Dolphin Stadium as it is in the Dome. Give us this day our next win. And forgive us our interceptions, as we forgive those that beat us. And lead us not into overtime ; but deliver us from defeat. Amen.